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07:54 pm: i feel like in school there is always a never ending book list and laundry list of things to do. After reading 150 pages of my history tutorial book and answering 21 email questions because he is incapable of spending half an hour with me i have to read 250 pages of killer angels that i am behind on. then to top it all off, i should be done with killer angels and onto joy luck club which by the way will be due soon. fun. and im missing another day and a half of school. im glad im finally catching up. ya right.

i just enjoy complaining about school.

but seriously, i feel like everyone is finding out what they are going to be doing withthe rest of their lives and by that i mean for the next four years and i just hate knowing i wont be a part of all of it. so a message for all of you: please stay close to home, so you can see my beautiful face. cuz i know im going to miss all of you a lot. and i cant imagine anything without you guys. kayla and i decided you should all fail all your classes and be 5th year seniors so we can just do east of the sun west of the moon again next year and it will get the attention and praise it deserved. ben agreed. therefore you must all stop doing your work asap. dont start your senior research papers. kawesome.

03:47 pm: NHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kimdone

wow. i can continue to follow in my brothers footsteps...

04:19 pm: it is beautiful outside. even homework doesnt seem so bad when you are doing it outside. yes.

10:08 am: for all of you who didn't know...

WE ARE GOING TO FINALS!!!!!!!
we are gonna rock that cock in 2 weeks!

05:44 pm: the program is breaking up...
why?
because everything sux. its great.

so hopefully in the next couple of days my life can go back to normal. instead of dealing with everybody elses problems i should start to deal with my own. but it is so much easier to try to ignore ur own problems and help everyone else. im good at that. i wish that was what mattered. but it doesnt. i should be "more mature" and learn to deal.
ok ready, set, go.

ya right.

10:33 pm: i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...i can't be supersticious...
i can't be supersticious...
i can't be supersticious...
i can't be supersticious...
i can't be supersticious...

please...don't let this be a sign.

05:22 pm: how can one night cause sooo much stress? i dont understand it. everything is so frustrating. but it wouldnt be if people could just communicate. or if people would just say what they wanted instead of hinting around. i rly dont care anymore about me. i just want all the fighting and arguing to be over. i never cared this much in the first place.
and obviously everyone would have more fun as a group. so i shouldnt worry or be mad. and its all going to take place in such a long time that its just stupid for me to worry about it now. but i am worrying and stressing about it.
and i hate talking slash asking other people about it. i probably sound like a broken record by now! and i hate broken records. or broken cds cuz i dont own any records. not one. well maybe my mouth. but that doesnt count.
AAHHHHHHHH!
i hate everything about this fucking subject! and its not even gonna be that great after all this worrying. i know it.

11:40 pm: mama said that our class has poor attendance and if people dont show up tomorrow to present our plays then they will get a zero on the project. i have worked very hard on it for the past month and i have been there every day at school. i do not have an attendance problem. but she also said that we must come in tomorrow even if we are comatose. granted, thats not possible. but if i feel like crap and would stay home if i didnt have to do the play...then should i just stay home anyway? or is that mean to my partner. its not like we will get through all of them anyway.

10:52 pm: so basically its winter and cold. and i love snow, but there isnt any. and just the cold kinda makes me sad. and sick. and i hate being sick. i mean nobody likes to be sick.
but otherwise i hate when u know that somebody is mad at u but u dont know why. like you havent the slightest idea of why they could possibly be mad at you. and it sux when everywhere u go, there they are. yes there you are. drood references just kinda make me sad now. i dont know why.
i hate when the people in the beauty pageant always answer what they want most is "world peace". but seriously....wouldnt it be nice if everybody got along? true the world would be boring. but it also wouldnt be so stressful and annoying. i like when things are good. so lets get back on track...

01:23 am: i rediscovered Leann Rimes... and it makes me happy.
i like country music. deal with it.

12:41 am: completed.

03:38 am: project new bedford...
HAS BEGUN!

01:09 am: mission MM solved...
good.

project goon..
not solved.
mission toxic wastes..
so not happening.
mission i dont remember the name..
so over.

me..worrying?..no.
yay.

10:49 pm: what happened to good old MM time?

09:13 pm: "i like the name dave"

that was my weekend.
i love K07.
let's not be cliquey...is it possible? probably not.

time to get back to reality. bio labs and spanish compositions await.

aval ani ohevet et machaneh yavneh vi hachaverot shelee. anachnu magneeveem.
ANACHNU KEREM 07!!

03:52 am: yay for her!!
and to think...facebook made it happen?

12:46 am: such a good weekend.

being sketchy and rooftop convos=LOVE

yes..u r right. i should branch like a tree.

dancing with 7th graders who dance like the rain?

and i am a nerd.

but i love camp and jewishness.
even hebrew school sometimes.

singing completely offtune to old songs on a bus ride while everyone else stares at u.
whatever. amazing.

and lets hope the snow dance worked. cuz it was a rly good one.

being happy.
yay.

11:25 pm: u know when u have nothing to do on the weekend so u wanna start making plans..and then the next day u already have too much to do and have to choose what u want to do. but u want to do everything so that doesnt work? ya.
so i guess im excited for the weekend but it is only wednesday. someone steal the rest of the week so it can be friday already.

07:42 pm: i'm happy for her, i really am.
for both of them...

i think.

02:08 am: tomorrow!
DROOD GOES UP TOMORROW!!!

YOU ALL BETTER BE COMING THIS WEEKEND!!